I’ve been long stuck in this very simple decision point. Believe me, for someone who lives with 7th art characters, it’s not a simple decision.
The obvious truth is that dreaming with movies will not give anything even long living and so is somehow useless. As such I’m trying to apt myself for acceptance of what I once heard from a cleric:
Not a single event in the whole universe happens without a precise purpose. God designs exactly what happens and designs them to help every single man to evolve. Seems pretty poetic, huh! When you look at world the way God want’s you to look, eventually it all becomes a sweet poem